Thursday, October 11, 2007

The Journey and Joy of Being

When the mind is allowed to be at peace and the heart is allowed to heal and open to its true state of joy, spirit flows easily through our lives, expressing ecstatically its true Being here. It may take some practice to quiet the mind, but if we can simply allow the silence and stillness for a bit, letting all mental debris float effortlessly to the surface and gently back into our natural flow, we find ourselves in a clearer state of true awareness than we've ever known. From this place of simply Being, we begin to remember our true selves, seeing that we are infinite Love and Light itself. Our 'journey' here is simply Being. Anything our spirit feels inspired to Be.

My spirit is here to help awaken the Light of peace within, so that you may begin to heal your heart and open it to the joyful essence that you truly are.

Namaste,

Elaine

Thursday, September 20, 2007

WHO YOU ARE

“It’s who you are, not what you do” (that ‘manifests’ your ‘life’ here.)

Since there is actually no ‘real’ cause and effect, as everything happens simultaneously, ( time is an invention/illusion of the mind), you are not the cause of your ‘life situation’ or problems. And you are not at the effect of the apparent ‘forces’ in the world. (unless of course you direct your thoughts, and energy in believing that you are)

Life streams. Not ‘life force’. Easy flow. Not pushed.
Being is your journey here. If you want to change something in your apparent life situation, change the thoughts you are Being. It’s that simple.

Who you are is what ‘manifests/reveals’ your life, if you let it. Mostly we do not allow our true selves to Be here simply because we have learned how to not trust.

A very long time ago a deep fear crept into the human condition when (as spirit) it began to fully experience this 3D world and experience itself AS form. That is, it began to identify itself as the form it was expressing to experience. Eventually it believed itself to Be the human form and a human mind and soon after began to feel a separation from itself, as infinite spirit. Forgetting it’s infiniteness, the sense of separation led to feelings of isolation which birthed this deep fear as not trusting.

Who you ARE already and have in truth always been, is this Infinite Loving Spirit.
There is nothing you have ‘to do’ in order to Be who you are. That of course would not make any sense.
Most of the struggle we experience in our day to day lives is no more than our mind’s unwillingness (or misunderstanding) to let go of all that we are NOT, which is everything except infinite Love and Light.
Feeding our minds continual doses of thoughts that make us feel separate from our infiniteness is the most heart-wrenching and most widespread of ‘dis-eases’ on the planet.
Being who you are (Infinite Love and Light), truly allowing and accepting it, is the only real ‘cure’.


Insight:
If you fear anything, you fear yourself. (It is like god fearing god.)
When you trust yourself and in who you are, you know there is nothing to fear.
This is trusting the eternal YOU, your eternal loving essence, not as a thing or even an idea or thought, but as that infinite Love that you already are.


To fear ‘something’ or believe in fear or in the idea of ‘needing to be’ afraid, is to deny your truth as already Being infinite Love and to choose instead to believe in the concept or idea that you are separate from yourself, your true nature as infinite Love.

You are that which wishes to ‘heal’ itself. To essentially return HOME to Its own Truth.

Monday, July 9, 2007

Perspectives

Today is infinite. Always.
This leads to disillusionment.
What's on the next list of temptations?
Perspectives only.

If we but ask and allow no 'answer', we will begin to get a glimpse, of the infinite perspectives
that will guide our lives without reason. It will appear as if there is even no 'rhyme' as the saying goes, but there IS a rhythm, as natural as the sunrise, the flow of every river on earth, a cool breeze in springtime and the quiet atop the stillest mountain.

If we but allow uncertainty to steadily creep into our conscious thought process, we may find the grandest and gentlest of rhythms. That of infinite peace and silence. Grace. It takes patience and a willingness to BE with it, but it is there.

We can still choose our perspectives day by day, moment by moment. But with an open, joyous heart, we choose the infinite as well. We choose grace while choosing to live in the flow of our Truth of BEing Love and Light.

It's all perspective.

Friday, June 8, 2007

Peaceful Presence

There are times in our lives when everything becomes crystal clear. It may not make much sense from the stand point of our 'logical' mind's perspective, but in a peaceful, completely present, non-linear way it appears clear. I call this 'infinite perspective'. Just BEing in nature always seems to give me this sense - as if to tell me that everything is okay even when, on the surface of our day to day lives, things appear to be scattered or confused. Sitting in Hope Valley, California alongside the Carson River high in the Sierra mountains always gives me this sense. It is a feeling of peaceful balance and clarity that comes so easily away from 'the rest of the world'.

In essence, we have this 'with' us always. It's just that sometimes, (ok, most of the time) we forget that that is what is natural and thus real instead of our constant pushing and pulling or being pushed and pulled by others and circumstances. Truly BEing in Yosemite has shown me this many times. Each time I would return from the sierras, I would sort of go through a 'culture shock' in coming back into the 'city life', but what was really happening was that I would 'return' to pushing and pulling my way through the days, like I always had before going to retreat to the mountains. I kept forgetting what was real, natural.

In order for us to experience peaceful presence in our lives, we simply need to remember that it is always 'here', is natural and can be chosen at any time. In those brief crystal clear moments of our lives this is what we have chosen. Unconsciously, but we have chosen it.

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Healing the Heart

Open your heart, for it wishes to be free.
To enliven your Spirit with endless joy.
It wishes to sing and dance and forget that it was ever closed in the first place.
This dance of joy also wishes to enliven and heal those around you, for nothing furthers compassion more than to share it.
Your heart has wings you see, to let your Spirit soar within it's infinite light of Joy.
So open your heart to loving and being loved, for that is the only way that it can heal.

Whatever it takes, open your heart.
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Peaceful joy to you,
Elaine

Tuesday, March 6, 2007

The Open Door and Your Path

Yesterday I received a rather different story from my surroundings. While visiting my mother's home, I sensed as if someone was in the courtyard, just outside her front door. The door was open, but when I looked over to it from the living room, I suddenly got the message quicker than I could blink. From standing in the living room, since the door was open at the time, I could see only one wall of the courtyard from my vantage point. In order to see completely outside the doorway, I had to actually step into and across it. Why was this so obvious to me? Well, on my journey to understanding myself, the world, my place in it, and my chosen path better, like everyone else, I always ask myself 'how' do I get started, such as 'how do I find funding for my book', or 'how do I find the perfect job', etc. I have learned that indeed there is no 'how' for asking this question over and over again without taking any action towards our goals is simply denying that we already have the answers inside. As Robert Frost said "we dance around in a ring and suppose while the secret sits in the middle and knows".
The open doorway at my mom's was trying to show me that we are always shown the door, the next step to take, but we have to actually step into and go through the doorway to see the whole picture for that step we have just been asked to take. Only then will the next open door present itself, the next step. But most of us don't take that first step because we have learned to not trust ourselves or the world.
An open door always gives us hope, a little more light on our path and that is all we need to walk effortlessly and trustingly on our journey. The 'open door' may be a co-incidence or some synchronicity in your day, but it is an energetic doorway showing you a possibility. The choice to step through it is always up to you.
Wishing you peace and many light-filled open doors on your journey.

Friday, March 2, 2007

Clear Reflections (NGT)


September 2006
Big Sur, California
River Inn

Sitting next to the Big Sur river, my gaze settles on a very quiet spot. The water is very low at this time of year moving very slowly, but in this area is almost completely still and clear, almost like a small calm pool. Due to the calmness in this spot, the reflection of the trees above are almost completely clear as well and because of the subtlety of the image, I notice that the trees appear only slightly distorted in the reflecting water. This makes me realize that if the water were perfectly calm, with absolutely no movement at all, the reflected image of the trees would be completely clear and undistorted. And perhaps I would not have noticed the subtle significance of the distortion.

As we journey through our life, trying to understand what is real and what is not, we find that illusions are many. Mostly we find that our mind creates a myriad of illusory realities. I say this because, in all of the stories I’ve learned from nature, I’ve always realized they were simply mirrors of my own inner story, so the less clear the story, the less clear most likely was my own mind. Like the calm or turbulent river, we cannot see our own image clearly, especially our inner self image, while our mind is in turmoil or is creating torbid currents which create a distorted story. We’ve all heard of the ‘zen’ way of being and perhaps the clear, quiet stillness does indeed have the most to show us as it reflects the clearest picture of our true selves.